Thursday, June 17, 2010
Over it.
I'm so tired of having the same fight over and over again. I don't see why it is necessary. My hand was dealt with limitations, and I'm sorry that you just can't deal with that. Maybe it's time I really did become that hermit that I am moving so quickly towards anyway. I'd probably be better off without any personal ties to anyone anyway. That will save a lot of heartache, arguments and feelings of being ostracized, since there would be no one there or ostracize me in the first place. Good. Settled.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Today and stuff
Today I am off to finally get some groceries. Only a little because I have very little money until payday and I still have to go get the dye so my mom can cover my gray hair before I go to this conference. That should be about $12, and I need to go get vitamins and that should be about $7. Seriously, a person can not live off of diet coke and hard boiled eggs alone. LoL Yea, Old Mother Hubbard's Cupboard is pretty bare.
Then on to the dermotologist to see if this thing on my face is anything to be concerned about. I was thinking maybe there is something they can do about this giant red birtmark running down my forehead, but that's just wishful thinking. Anyway, specialist co-pay is 20 or 30 bucks.
And tonight, trivia with the guys. Seriously it's so hot outside, it's not enjoyable to sit out there anymore. I will order my usual, water. I know they want to go to Peggy's afterward because we don't have to work tomorrow, but I don't have money to get drinks at a bar. Oy... what has happened to me?
Tomorrow a visit to the lawyer. I have no idea what he is going to tell me, but I'm sure it can't be good.
Anyway, off to start my day. Maybe I'll get something creative done in my spare time. I really feel like making something.
Then on to the dermotologist to see if this thing on my face is anything to be concerned about. I was thinking maybe there is something they can do about this giant red birtmark running down my forehead, but that's just wishful thinking. Anyway, specialist co-pay is 20 or 30 bucks.
And tonight, trivia with the guys. Seriously it's so hot outside, it's not enjoyable to sit out there anymore. I will order my usual, water. I know they want to go to Peggy's afterward because we don't have to work tomorrow, but I don't have money to get drinks at a bar. Oy... what has happened to me?
Tomorrow a visit to the lawyer. I have no idea what he is going to tell me, but I'm sure it can't be good.
Anyway, off to start my day. Maybe I'll get something creative done in my spare time. I really feel like making something.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
So it's summer already ...
You're probably wondering what I am up to, or you couldn't give a shit. Either way this is the plan.
NOTHING! yeah, I'm not going anywhere. I'm broke, like the rest of the country. I almost had to walk away from my house this year. How can someone with a college degree and 8 years at the same job be so poor? really though everyone is feeling the crunch like this. Anyway, here's my grand plan...
Next weekend I have a conference in Sarasota for work. It should be "interesting". I'm not sure what to make of it all yet.
I have 3 or 4 more workshops I am taking in July because they pay.
I'll be on this crazy diet the whole summer and hopefully by the time I go back to work my clothes will fit again.
The boys are going on YellowMore without me, and continue to make me feel guilty because "It was my trip" They're going to these places because I wanted to. Ya know what? Everyday I feel like shit because of what has happened in my life. Every single day someone feels the need to rub something in my face, compare me to someone that has success in certain areas where I do not, or to not speak to me anymore for some crazy reason. It's really hard to hear it from you, my best friend. Honestly though, the stuff that he says really doesn't hurt as bad as all the other people passing judgment on me. Inside, he gets it, everyone else looks right through me as if I were a window, or a bump in the road that they can look right over.
OK, so also, I will be working on my art and hopefully getting a lot more up on my website www.thecraftyones.etsy.com
I'll be working on my house
I'll be sleeping.
Who knows, maybe something good will come my way this summer; maybe i'll see the damn sailboat already.
NOTHING! yeah, I'm not going anywhere. I'm broke, like the rest of the country. I almost had to walk away from my house this year. How can someone with a college degree and 8 years at the same job be so poor? really though everyone is feeling the crunch like this. Anyway, here's my grand plan...
Next weekend I have a conference in Sarasota for work. It should be "interesting". I'm not sure what to make of it all yet.
I have 3 or 4 more workshops I am taking in July because they pay.
I'll be on this crazy diet the whole summer and hopefully by the time I go back to work my clothes will fit again.
The boys are going on YellowMore without me, and continue to make me feel guilty because "It was my trip" They're going to these places because I wanted to. Ya know what? Everyday I feel like shit because of what has happened in my life. Every single day someone feels the need to rub something in my face, compare me to someone that has success in certain areas where I do not, or to not speak to me anymore for some crazy reason. It's really hard to hear it from you, my best friend. Honestly though, the stuff that he says really doesn't hurt as bad as all the other people passing judgment on me. Inside, he gets it, everyone else looks right through me as if I were a window, or a bump in the road that they can look right over.
OK, so also, I will be working on my art and hopefully getting a lot more up on my website www.thecraftyones.etsy.com
I'll be working on my house
I'll be sleeping.
Who knows, maybe something good will come my way this summer; maybe i'll see the damn sailboat already.
Monday, April 19, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Monday, April 12, 2010
Friday, February 19, 2010
Travel no more ...
Nevermind about Yellowmore and really nevermind about Buffamonto which was soon to be announced, China... Hell No, as if that was even an option.
So as you may know, I will not be traveling ever again, or at least until I meet my sugar daddy. GROSS. That will never happen, so we will go with the fact that I am life's biggest loser of all and will never leave my house again. Oh wait, I will have to leave it when I SELL IT and be HOMELESS. Goodie. Thoughts for this fabulous Friday... as if Friday even meant anything anymore. It's not like I get a day off or anything or a break or even an extra hour of sleep.
So as you may know, I will not be traveling ever again, or at least until I meet my sugar daddy. GROSS. That will never happen, so we will go with the fact that I am life's biggest loser of all and will never leave my house again. Oh wait, I will have to leave it when I SELL IT and be HOMELESS. Goodie. Thoughts for this fabulous Friday... as if Friday even meant anything anymore. It's not like I get a day off or anything or a break or even an extra hour of sleep.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
YellowMore 2010... it's official
So here is the current run down, we are already booked in 3 cities.
Tues 6/29 Tampa to Minneapolis, MN - Stone Arch Bridge, Twins v. Tigers
Wed. 6/30 Minneapolis, MN Twins v. Tigers, Mall of America
Thur 7/1 to Fargo, ND - to do Fargo stuff
Fri 7/2 to Iowa, Nebraska, Oacoma, SD - travel day, stop in Sioux City, IA, and Nebraska to cross them off the list
Sat 7/3 Mount Rushmore NP - fireworks
Sun 7/4 to Badlands NP, and Black Hills
Mon 7/5 to Billings, MT
Tue 7/6 to Yellowstone NP
Wed 7/7 to Grand Teton NO
Thur 7/8 to Twin Falls, ID
Fri 7/9 to Boise, ID
7/10 fly home to Tampa.
Tues 6/29 Tampa to Minneapolis, MN - Stone Arch Bridge, Twins v. Tigers
Wed. 6/30 Minneapolis, MN Twins v. Tigers, Mall of America
Thur 7/1 to Fargo, ND - to do Fargo stuff
Fri 7/2 to Iowa, Nebraska, Oacoma, SD - travel day, stop in Sioux City, IA, and Nebraska to cross them off the list
Sat 7/3 Mount Rushmore NP - fireworks
Sun 7/4 to Badlands NP, and Black Hills
Mon 7/5 to Billings, MT
Tue 7/6 to Yellowstone NP
Wed 7/7 to Grand Teton NO
Thur 7/8 to Twin Falls, ID
Fri 7/9 to Boise, ID
7/10 fly home to Tampa.
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