The homefront adventure...

The guys left for YellowMore yesterday, and of course that means I am left with Duker. He and Cosmo are insane together. They had me up 4 seperate times in the night to go out or run around the house. They have taken every toy out of the box and scattered them all over the house. It's like a toy mine field.
I received my first update from the road today... Greg said that the German Place was closed until July, so no Meterwerst in Minniapollis (I can't spell that) for them. He then told me that they were eating wings and on the way to the Twins v. Tigers game. I told him that his dog shit in my house this morning.

I got an invitation in the mail today for a Bar Mitzva for one of my students. It says Heather and guest. I am taking applications for possible dates. :)
I'm not really feeling it right now. Ya know, the whole dating thing. I have the hardest time meeting people. Especially meeting people that are worth my time. If in fact I do speak with someone, I convince them that they won't like me anyway. I don't know how to get over that nonsense. Maybe I should just go alone and maybe I will meet someone there. Ya... I'll keep dreaming.
Let's see... tomorrow I'm going ghetto shopping with Lynne, Friday I'm teaching Jess to crochet, Sat I'm going to Jo's birthday shin dig, I think I'm doing something for the 4th... well it won't be Mt. Rushmore, but it will have to do.
I'm kind of tired of hearing, well don't worry, you can go next year or those places will be there next year. Ya so... even if I went, the expereince wouldn't be the same. We planned this whole thing together and it is not going to get re-created for me. If they go somewhere, it won't be back there again. AND... as of right now all future trips are on hold and have a 90% chance of NOT happening because CJ has finally bought a house, not to mention the car he got a few weeks ago. Whatever.
I'm down 35ish lbs now, so that mean oh I don't know 100 more to go. I suppose I just feel stuck. Where are the men that will love fat nerdy girls?
That's all for now. Gonna go have a sugar free popsicle and try to not kill myself stepping on dog toys.